Biggest Loser's Jackson Carter Reflects On Body Conscious Gay World
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- | February 18, 2013
Jackson Carter, The Biggest Loser's first openly gay contestant, discusses body image.
Carter, a 21-year-old student from Layton, Utah, told the Salt Lake Tribune that he came out at age 14 and has been overweight for most of life.
In remarks with gay glossy Out, Carter added that he never intended to be the show's first openly gay contestant.
“I really went in with the agenda of a big person, and then it just so happened that I was the first one who was willing to talk about being gay on the show,” Carter said. “I've never really thought much about it, because I've always considered my sexuality a non-issue.”
“There's a lot of stigma around being overweight when you're a gay man,” he added. “You may not feel completely accepted by the community. You don't fit in with your straight friends, and you don't fit in with your gay friends. It puts you in this weird limbo. It's very hard to be overweight and gay, so I think I have really shown a lot of overweight LGBT people that if you're not happy with yourself then you can change it. If you're happy with where you're at, then great. But I wasn't happy with my body, and now I am.”
Carter said that there “seems to be a uniform” for gay men.
“Every gay man is expected to have the washboard abs, the nice legs, the tight butt. I didn't have any of that. It made me feel uncomfortable to go out to a club, or to go out and meet a guy. I've never felt good enough about myself to do any of that. I've never been able to say this, but a lot of my hesitation within the community – with going out to the club or meeting guys – was mental. As soon as I got out of my own way, I started to really accept myself for who I was. I really started to make progress in that area.”